.s.o.w.i.e. .m.a.m.a.

Sowie mama..

KP impress ngan Qurratul,kalu ada aje d'buat salah dgn sendiri-nya die akan kat
"Sowie mama.."
Kekdg ada ayat tmbahan
"Lain kali nak buat blh tak?"
"Lain kali janji Qurratul tak uat!"

Cam harinie, KP gagahkan jiga bgn awal dgr die dok b'siap tanya Qurratul
"adik nak gi mana?"
"Nak gi uala umpur."
"Apa,Qurratul mama x faham"
"Alar mama nie uala umpur"
"Adik kuala lumpur ke?"
"Betul itew.."
"La '" upanya...tp sbb die x brp blh pronounce KL nak gak die ckp uala umpur

Tgh breakfast ngan die, die smbg lagi
"Mama, nanti kuar duit Qurratul blh?"
"Nak uat apa...pandai ke shoppin"
"X Qurratul nak beli brg tuk KKY...kan KKY dlm perut mama"

KP x tahu nak express my feelin masa itew. Mmg t'gezut n x t'kata sbb Qurratul slalu ingat kat KP yg ada KKY kat dlm perut.. X cam yg lain yg tahu tp buat x tahu ..

Oh ya! At the end KP lupa nak bg duit. Td kul 2pm call phone umah,Qurratul agkt

"Mama, sowie yek td x agkt"
Pelik gak KP "ngape dik"
"X Qurratul baru ampai, tukar suar bunyi telepon baru agkt"
KP guess mesti Qurratul tahu yg KP dah call die byk kali tp xde owang agkt..

Lagi lah KP emosi ...wish x yah gi keje so tht can spend time with my litt one..

.l.a.r.i. .m.a.s.a.l.a.h.

Lari masalah.

KP tak faham ngape masih ada jugak owang yg nak lari dari masalah instead of solve the masalah.

Dlm keadaan cenggini,terasa sgt t'tekan sbb bagi KP lagi tambah masalah bukan kurang masalah..walau berapa hari nak lari terpulang tapi masalah ttp masalah kan.. Sape nak settle kan kalu bukan kite..

Patutnya dgn keadaan KP sekarang patut ada tolak ansur tapi inie x.. KP dah x tahiu cemana lagi nak buat..

Dugaan lepas dugaan tuhan bagi sewaktu KP cenggini.. Dulu puin ginie gak tapi x seberat cam yg sekarang.. Nak menangis x larat dah.. So apa KP buat baca doa n surah yg dapat menyejukkan hatiku n kalu rase apa2X yg x sedap d'hati ke apa ke biarlaer ku tggng sendiri..

Pd kengkawan blogger maaf kalu n3 nie emosi sikit sbb KP rase blog nie aje tmpt yg sesuai tuk luahkan..

Pd yg x nak dgr, sila lah jenguk blog yg lain...KP x kisah sbb sometime kite sebagai manusia perlu luahkan jua walau bukan pd owang luah jua pd diary or blog blh low kan tekanan..

Pd kengkawan blogger yg skt atau sdg menjaga ahli family yg skt, harap tabah hadapinya
Pd yg cutie2X malaysia atau luar negeri, moga perjalanan d' berkati n selamat pergi n pulanng
Pd yg kena outstation tuk keja..mmg kite akan m'rindui pada mereka t'utama anak tp kite gie atas urusan keje..moga m'lalui angin dapat sampaikan salam sayang pada mereka..

Emosikan n3 kali nie sbb KP mmg tgh emosi n sedih.. Mungkin perlukan semangat yg kuat...
Walau nak tak nak t'paksa tabah hadapi dugaan dari DIA. Pasti ada sbb DIA bagi dugaan d'waktu sekarang

Kekadg ada jua KP tertanya
"why my pregnancy not like others" "where hby or the closest family will care abt u more than the others"" take note on ur changes, ur favorite,ur 'm'idam'ensure soonest will get"...

Xpe asalkan Qurratul ada d'sisi n DIA yg beri dugaan padaku tuk meneruskan apa yg sepatutnya

.c.h.e.c.k. .u.p.

1st check up

Alhamduliah semuanya OK.
KP gi hospital lourdes kat jln ipoh since my friend kata hospitality and friendly staff tue yang KP try and cuba

Price OK gak . 1st check up only RM110. KP goi ngan KP ..maaf yek no picture sbb pagi itew alkisah KP memang malas n xde mood.. Mood swing yg x abis waktu pagi..

Qurratul temankan KP ke hospital as die insist nak tgk KKY kat dalam perut mama die.
KP pun bawa die ikut,abg ambik time off jap htr KP ke hospital

Beside tht masa doc tu letak gel kat perut KP tuk nak scan baby, KP tgl muka Qurratul dah cam lain aje.. X tahulaer die marah atau apa..
Bila Qurratul nampak KKY die t'gezut n senyap aje.. Mungkin t'gezut kot tgk KKY kat dlm perut mama die

Sblm scan doc kata due date 2.11.09. Masa itew it shld be 3bln tapi lepas d'ukur lilit kepala n check due date tukar 25.10.09. Rupanya dah 14 minggu..3 bln 2mingg.

So next check up will be in may..KP masih tak confirm lagi nak deliver kat sinie..masih still survey lagi..

Nanti KP update lagi

.o.p.t.i.o.n. .1. .o.r. .2.

Option 1 or 2

One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school.  His name was Kyle.  It looked like he was carrying all of his books.

I thought to myself, 'Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? 
He must really be a nerd.'
I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on.

As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him.  They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt.  His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him... 

He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes  My heart went out to him.
So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye.

As I handed him his glasses, I said, 'Those guys are jerks.'   They really should get lives. 
' He looked at me and said, 'Hey thanks!'
There was a big smile on his face.  It was one of those smiles that showed real gratitude.  

I helped him pick up his books, and asked him where he lived.  As it turned out, he lived near me, so I asked him why I had never seen him before.. 

He said he had gone to private school before now.  I would have never hung out with a private school kid before.  We talked all the way home, and I carried some of his books.  

He turned out to be a pretty cool kid.  I asked him if he wanted to play a little footballwith my friends He said yes.  We hung out all weekend and the more I got to know Kyle, the more I liked him, and my  friends thought the same of him.  

Monday morning came, and there was Kyle with the huge stack of books again.  I stopped him and said,
'Boy, you are gonna really build some serious muscles with this pile of books everyday!  ' He just laughed and handed me half the books.  Over the next four years, Kyle and I became best friends...  

When we were seniors we began to think about college.  Kyle decided on Georgetown and I was going to Duke.  I knew that we would always be friends, that the miles would never be a problem.  

He was going to be a doctor and I was going for business on a football scholarship..  Kyle was valedictorian of our class.  I teased him all the time about being a nerd.  

He had to prepare a speech for graduation. I was so glad it wasn't me having to get up there and speak  Graduation day, I saw Kyle.  He looked great.  He was one of those guys that really found himself during high school.  He filled out and actually looked good in glasses.  

He had more dates than I had and all the girls loved him.  Boy, sometimes I was jealous! Today was one of those days.  I could see that he was nervous about his speech.  So, I smacked him on the back and said,

'Hey, big guy, you'll be great!' He looked at me with one of those looks (the really grateful one) and smiled.  ' Thanks,' he said.   

As he started his speech, he cleared his throat, and began  
'Graduation is a time to thank those who helped you make it through those tough years.  Your parents, your teachers, your siblings, maybe a coach...but mostly your friends....  I am here to tell all of you that being a friend to someone is the best gift you can give them.  I am going to tell you a story.'  

I just looked at my friend with disbelief as he told thefirst day we met.  
He had planned to kill himself over the weekend.  He talked of how he had cleaned out his locker so his Mom wouldn't have to do it later and was carrying his stuff home.  

He looked hard at me and gave me a little smile.  'Thankfully, I was saved.  My friend saved me from doing the unspeakable..'  I heard the gasp go through the crowd as this handsome, popular boy told us all about his weakest moment.  

I saw his Mom and dad looking at me and smiling that same grateful smile.  Not until that moment did I realize it's depth.  Never underestimate the power of your actions..  

With one small gesture you can change a person's life.  For better or for worse.  

God puts us all in each others lives to impact one another in some way.  Look for God in others.   

You now have two choices, you can :  
1) Pass this on to your friends or  
2) Delete it and act like it  didn't touch your heart.  

As you can see, I took choice number 1. 

'Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.'  
There is no beginning or end.. Yesterday is history.  
Tomorrow is a mystery.  
Today is a gift.  
It's National Friendship Week.

Show your friends how much you care. Send this to everyone you consider a FRIEND. 

.r.e.n.u.n.g.a.n.

Renungan

Everybody,somebody,anybody and nobody..

The story begin about four ppl named: everybody,somebody,anybody and nobody.
There was an important job to be done and everybody was sure that somebody would do iy
Anybody could have done it,but nobody did it.

Somebody got angry about that because it was everybody's job. Everybody thought that anybody could do it but nobody realized that everybody wouldn't do it.

It ended up that everybody blamed somebody when nobody did what anybody could have done..

So, friends... Regardless wether you are everybody,somebody, anybody or nobody...we should work 2gether rite

.r.a.s.a. .b.e.r.s.a.l.a.h.

Rasa bersalah...

Memang beribu-ribu lemon rasa bersalah KP pada Qurratul hari inie. Bukannya apa sebab @ first KP kata yg KP nak gi work,die OK aje..then adik KP yg 3rd tak bagi die on Hi 5 cd, there she started...

Keep on crying..asyik dok aje dul sebelah.. Adik KP lak macam x reti yg akak die nak gi keje saja nak dgr Qurratul nangis.. Tension sgt hari nie..die tak bagi tukar chamnel sbb die dok tgk indonesia drama kat TV.
Hated her so much rite now..

So KP terpaksa pujuk Qurratul tanya apa yg ada kat fridge yg blh die bagi mama die mkn..
@1st, die bagi jagung.. Well not intop jagung yek..
@2nd, die bagi cara berlauk..KP tak terasa nak mkn baru nak cover but die dah dolk ibuk mkn.. So tggu laer die jap tgh mkn.. Thought after tht die dah OK but NO

Kat dpn pintu gate dok nangis maximumly tak bagi KP gie work.. Blh ke??? But thiz like happenin almost every day..
KP wish to not to go to work but can't sbb xkan abg sowang aje nak support kite owang..lagi2X life kat key ell nie very e high demand n high expense

So nak tak nak KP gi gak n Qurratul maximumly cried... Rasa sgt bersalah .. KP tahu kalu KP keje mornin thiz will x happen sbb die masih tidur..but with my pregnancy now, I don't think thiz will work out..

Dunno how long will it take but 4 sure, KP kena n MUST find solution into it.

.l.u.m.u.t.

Lumut

Sepatutnya sok 240409, after opiz kena gi lumut. Thiz is event is under MVB charity sekali ngan TV3 jom heboh event kat lumut..

@first mmg nak gi sbb kami akan stay overnight kat lumut n next morning akan visit special children home cam tasputra ngan TV3 crew

@abg cam berat aje nak bagi gi lumut.. Bila probe lebih, ayat yg d'balas kalu tak gi blh tak..pelik gak ngape..

Baru die kuar ayat xyah gilaer awk kan ngandung.. Karang penat ke apa...

Well nak tak nak trpaksa KP reject request tuk gi sana kali nie

.b.a.k.a.l. .b.b.y.

Bakal bby

KP blm lagi scan sampai ke hari nie sbb bz sesangat n also sickness yg xlih bgn pagi lagi jadi p'yebab KP malas nak kuar pg.. Kuar cuma bila nak gi work or urgent appt..

Bukan itew aje harap bakal bby x mare kat mama die sbb bz sgt..kakak Qurratul tak sabar. Tapi yg kelakar die tak pggl baby but panggil kky..

Mama pun tak tahu ngape kakak Qurratul pggl bby ngan nama kky tapi mesti ada sbbkan.. Die gak selalu ingatkan mama.. Titon letak bantal sbb ada kky..bila mama sambung tdr pas kul 7am.. OK laer mama... Kakak Qurratul x nak kacau..

So sweetkan.. Jgn risau yek bby nanti kite pasti akan ketemu jugak...

.7. .s.e.c.r.e.t. .o.f. .s.u.c.e.s.s.

7 secret of success

I found the answers in my room

Roof said: Aim high
Fan said: Be cool
Clock said: Every minite is precious
Mirror said: Reflect before you act
Window said: See the world
Calendar said: Be up to-date
Door said: Push hard to achieve your goals...

Kalu dipikirkan betul jugak.. Especially yang last masa @ door... Yg tu mmg KP setuju..
Anda semua bagaimana???

Jom kite share opinion reramai..

.s.a.w.a.n.g.

Sawang...

Dah lama tak update..bukan taknak update tapi sickness kali nie masa pregnant malas nak browse net.. Camne itew... Nak buka aje email or blog or even facebook cam alar2 malas gitew

Harap kengkawan faham n KP akan cuba the max best tuk update everyday kalu blh yea...

Tak byk tuk cite... Stress @ work@ life@ personal but kite mesti masih perlu tersenyum.
Kan senyum itew sedekahkan... Entahlah, dah ampai tak tahu apa nak tuliskan..

Actually byk cite n pic to load n share especially the HKG trip tapi dek kemalasan yg melanda kena postpone yek...

.r.e.n.u.n.g.a.n.

Renungan...

Hari Jumaat, hari penghulu alam...

Mehlah kengkawan renungkan,
Mehlah kengkawan berikan pendapat,
Mehlah kite sesama pikirkan,

Dalam senyum ada duka,
Dalam duka ada rindu,
Dalam rindu ada pilu,
Dalam pilu ada sendu,

Kite kena redha ngan semua itew, kerna ini dugaan n cabaran dalam hidup...
Ada masa kite bolih terima,
Ada masa kite mungkin tak blh terima,
Ada masa kite terpaksa terima walau ngan rela hati atau tidak....

Apa pendapat kengkawan emua...
Pada KP sekarang inie perkara yg sama sedang melanda...
Nak tak nak terpaksa terima,tabah n sabar....

.d.o.w.n.

Down...

X dapat nak hurai
X dapat nak cite
X dapat nak kata
X dapat nak explain
X dapat nak tanggung
Walau KP tahu nie emua dugaan dari-nya...DIA tahu sama ada umatnya dapat mengharungi atau tidak

Tapi dalam keadaan inie
Tapi dalan situasi inie
Tapi dalam keadaan genting inie...

Bukan satu
Bukan dua
Bukan tiga ....
Tapi bertimpa2X yang dtg..
Yang x tertanggung olih KP

Walau KP tahu setiap dugaan d'beri pasti ada hikmah
Walau KP tahu setiap dugaan d'uji pasti ada sebab-nya
Yang nyata...

Dalam keadaan inie...
Makin stress,
Makin tension,
Makin berjurai air mata setiap hari..setiap masa,
Makin sentap,
Makin sensitif,

Kerna x sapa yg memahami atau sengaja x memahami keadaan ini.

Buat bakal bby KP,
Harap dapat tabah seperti mana kakak Qurratul dulu,
Harap dapat sabar seperti mana kakak Qurratul dulu,
Harap dapat memahami apa yg mama alami n lalui seperti mana kakak Qurratul dulu.

Buat Qurratul sayang,
Tiada sekulumit mama nak abaikan,
Tiada sekulumit mama nak tgglkan,
Tiada sekulumit mama nak bezakan kasih syg,
Tiada sekulumit mama nak tinggikan suara...
Yang nyata mungkin mama tgh stress, dlm keadaan skrg..

Andai Qurratul dapat memahami...maafkan mama kalu mama ada trguris hati buah hati...mama sayang...

KP tak dapat nak citekan semua-nya...nanti owang lain ingatkan yg KP minta simpati.
Sedangkan blog nie tmpt KP citekan susah, senang, gembira, duka...

Moga doakan semuanya selesai ngan cepat,moga bakal bby sihat walafiat dan Qurratul senantiasa gembira,sihat dan makin cerdik...

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KP rasa sgt down sekarang.. Ngape dalam masa camnie byk dugaan yg diterima....
Tima kasih pada die yang esa sebab memberi dugaan yg die sendiri tahu sama ada KP mmg blh hadapinya tak..

Hari nie sekali lagi krisis baru dlm family. N thiz time I don't expect the stmt came out from person I highly appreciate n respect... U would be surprise on thiz...

Mungkin tuhan tahu yang KP mmg akan menerima walau dalam keadaan yg terpaksa, ngan keadaan situasi yg sedang mengandung ngan keadaan genting di XXXXXX

Dua tiga hari nie, KP banyak memendam rasa, emosi dan juga sakit2..harap sgtt bby sihat walafiat dan faham akan situasi skrg nie...
KP sbenarnya terpaksa tabah dalam hal nie..kerna Qurratul dan juga bby (litt. Jr)

Harap selepas nie dugaan tiada lagi... Kalu ada pun biarlaer tak sehebat sekarang...

Sok ingat nak ke klinik.. Sbb perut asyik tegang aje...pinggang pun sakit gak.. Belakang lately nie kalu duk lama,mesti terasa...

Doakan segalanya baik dari semua segi ...moga kandungan juga sihat...

.d.a.h. .d.a.p.a.t.

Dah dapat..

Dah dapat alhamdulilah.. Seperti n3 yg sblm nie.. KP ada kata yang Qurratul puteri kesayangan tidak sengaja m'delete semua pic semasa kat HKG ... Ada gak dalam 160 pic masa itew... Berlaku pada petang hari ke 4. Nasib baik KP tak guna memory card yg sama tul ambik pic baru kalu dah overwrite alkisah slmt tggl..

KP minta bantuan dari kawan KP tapi lambat benar die balik dari cuti... Since gmbr kira valuable gak kan, so KP ikthiarkan juga cari jln tuk retrieve.. Masa tu du dap du dap jantung ku berbunyi... Takut harapan hancur...

Hari minggu ke low yat plaza kami tujui ngan harapan dapat retrieve... Ada member buat ngan kos 20 aje..gamble aje masa nie...

Cari punya cari setiap flr xde jugak nak buat.. Kat tgkt 4 nak buat min 180 charge satu hari siap.. So tak nak ..
Gamble tuk last sekali, kat tgkt 1, abg tlg tanyakan...
Ada min 60 max tak kira brp gmgvr ade charge 250
Kalu gmbr ada dlm 200X2.5=450 die ttp charge 250 gak...
Alhamdulilah dapat gak balik gmbr KP dan cuma 2 jam aje process die...nak tak nak valuable pic, x tahu bila lagi nak ke sana...

Seronok bila dapat balik semua pic.. They trf all the pic kat dlm CD,mmmm ....nanti blh lah KP gi cuci n framekan..

Ada gak cadangan nak tukar beberapa gmbr kat blog nie, tapi tggu KP fully dapat balik mood baru buat OK...

Nak tgk gambar... Nanti tgh proses memilih gmbr .. Dah siap KP update yek

.p.e.n.a.t. .n. .s.t.r.e.s.s.

Penat n stress..

Rasa sgt minggu nie Qurratul diabaikan. Mana tak sbb KP mmg tak larat bgn pagi. Mesti bgn lepas kul 11 aje baru OK. Tu pun kekedang cam pala pusin lagi but kena gagahkan juga gi keje. Manaleh ambik MC.

Qurratul lak cam paham.. Since KP keje mlm,die tidur ngan KP-nya sis. So pepagi sblm die gerak ke school die nsk pelan2 cakap mama nah pingu Qurratul nak gi school.die salam n terus gi... Xde nak nangis bagai

Tapi lepas balik,biasa die balik kul 1145 die nampak aje KP siap nak gi keje mula dah start motor die
Mama takyah laer gi keje. Duklaer umah... Duk ngan Qurratul.
How KP wish blm make her dream come true.
KP kena pujuk die minum susu, tdrkan die baru blh gerak alamat cam hari nie... Ingat dah tdr rupanya tak... Nmangis tak abis2 but masa 2 KP dah kuar takkan nak msk balik alamak lagi lm€bt KP nanti..

Hari nie hujkan lebat lak, patutnya kena mnsk keje kul 3pm tp kul 3pm baru ampai kat KL Central. Amacam... Hujan lebat .. Takkan nak suruh KP basah . No way babe karang bila kena hujan mahu lak kaki cramp pala lagi pusing sape nak tlg... X nak cari nahas babe...

Call boss kata masuk lmbt.. KP no choice.. I thibk dlm 4 bln nie baru hari nie lmbt..
Actually kalu nak ampai on time tadi blh tapi kena nbasah kuyup kat asia jaya where nak kena lintas dlm hujan n juga tiada tmpt teduh tau

.b.l.o.g. .b.e.r.s.a.w.a.n.g.

Blog bersawang

Minta maaf kengkawan, KP tahu dah lama blog tak update... Cite trip ke disneyland pun tak update n macam lagi blm update...

KP masih dlm mood swing yg xdpt nak berblog sbb xde minat kat internet langsung
Some ups n downs throughout pregnancy nie...
Banyak lak masalah yg sengaja d'timbul pulak masa KP dlm keadaan cenggini...

KP dah tak tahu camne nak tempoh dugaan yg amat bsr d'beri olih yg esa ttg nie...

Harap semua dapat mmberi sokongan kat KP...

Alhamdulilah Qurratul dah blh terima ngan kehadiran baby baru but still not 100% lagilaer kan....

Still take time

Gmbr kat disney tgh KP cuba usahakan tuk dload... Hopefully dpt update secepat yg blh

Pregnancy nie KP xde monin sickness tapi xlih bgn pagi.. Wajib titon ampai kul 11 baru mood OK if not... Sendiri faham yek

.2.7.0.3.0.9. .1.s.t. .d.a.y. .i.n. .H.K.G.

270309

Flt kite bertolak kul 0915 dari malaysia n ampai kat HKIA(hong kong international aiport) kul 1250. Masa kat dlm flt, Qurratul titon cuma 1 jam ajem yg lain banyakkan main n play with the TV. As the flt yg kite naik ada it's own personal TV.

"Lepas tgk madagascar,tukar lak CARS, then tukar channel radio lak.. Kite ingat die takut naik flt sbb masa nak check in die kata takut but @last die yg paling excited.

Ampai @ HKIA, masa nak kuar pintu aeroplane - ada lak anjing size rotwiller tggu kat pintu msk.. Mau tak t'gezut.. Nasib baik Qurratul perasan kata mama ada dog besar kat depan.

Yang paling best Qurratul dok heret si pingu yg baru kite bagi last week even ke HKG.. Sanggup peluk n biar discan asalkan die dapat bawa masuk..

Since flt kite awal,transport yg nak ambik kite not in e achedule. Nie sbb MAS, cancel flt ptg and reshedule the flt pg atau the next day..

Nak tak nak naik cab ke hollywood hotel.. Mahal gak dalam 120 HKG dollar.nasib baik cover dlm pckg

Kalu tak mahu nangis tau...

Kite check in @ hollywood hotel at 4pm.. Kat sini fieorg lambat ikit nak kemas bilik.. Nanti kite update gmbr.. Sbb semuanya kepala mickey even the bath gel, shampoo, conditioner, the train, the holder kat dlm MTR or in malaysia kite panggil LRT

Wait for the update yea...